MY MANIFESTATION GAME LEVELLED UP WHEN I MADE THIS TINY CHANGE
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The year 2024 has brought in many changes in my personal and professional life without any glitches or systematic issues in general. I don’t really have trouble in manifesting for myself or for others but there was stagnancy in certain corners. Like for instance, I was not able to devote much time on this blog because I was spending more time with clients with around 7- 10 calls everyday including email and textual coaching. As much as I am grateful for the opportunity to influence lives but I realized I was also putting myself through a lot of trouble trying to fix mindsets of people who did not want to change their lives, ‘consciously’ so. There were a handful and I started to reconsider my approach towards coaching people. I have been awarded by media houses for being active in this endeavor therefore I am sure I am doing something right. I feel obliged to everyone who looks me up on Google.
I would like to give you a peek into my personal standpoints in life. I am mostly an introvert who believes that no one can defeat talent and I stand by the idea, “Power Over Force”, which means I would never chase anything but have enough faith in myself that something I desire is supposed to come to me. That power is impossible to channelize unless one has let go of the desperation of obtaining something. Moreover, I used to have a slight problem in saying “No” because I haven’t ever been someone like that. Lastly, I might have turned into a doormat on many occasions when it came to friendships and associations. That meant devaluing myself in several ways without even understanding the long term consequences.
I was stuck in a loop of bad friendships, toxic acquaintances, not much business growth and a wrecked mental health (not lying, my body collapsed in late 2023 and I had the worst experience in my life so far). I alienated myself from a lot of people because I had started to question a lot of decisions I had taken in the past and found myself downplaying my own abilities. I was exhausted, blocked in my head, the web presence and everything else started to take a toll on me. I have never had anxiety in my life but I somehow fell prey to it because of my incapability to keep up. I was writing to hold on to my core but deep down I knew that something is going really wrong.
Once I started to recover, I sat with my journal and started writing on what reality I would want to be in and what things I needed to let go of. I simply did not see the unwanted stuffs in my ideal reality. My ideal reality had myself being more in control of my desires without questioning my decisions or being apologetic about what I am doing. I was also more productive and efficient with the areas of work I generally enjoy. I am a researcher so that would also mean my time management skills had to ace.
I had been manifesting quite a few things since a couple of years but was able to obtain them partially which meant I had to move into the mindset of complete surrender along with remaining in the state of wish fulfilment. That was not possible if my head was crammed up with menial issues. My levelling up compromised turning my back on people, situations, ideas and the like to move into a higher level of consciousness. Quantum shifts do not happen in a comfort zone. Change is scary but yields magical results.
The first thing that I manifested was an opportunity to work with a film production house and I believe that happened because I was not entertaining small- term opportunities that would give me an instant gratification. I steered clear of those opportunities that would just give me an ego boost rather than a sense of accomplishment hence enhancing my craft. I even let go of clients who were not in the position to grasp the idea of change and a lot of times I felt utterly disrespected but I was not able to express it considering I wasn’t a very confrontational person. I let things be and gave chances way more than I should have. I was doing a disservice to myself a lot of times and going back to the same cycles of a toxic environment was pulling me down. I now have place for growth, reflection and better evaluation. Sometimes even when you are doing something to help someone, they do not really appreciate it despite their claims because you understand it the moment something goes down and everything disappears in a wisp of smoke. I have let go of people who evoked that sort of a circumstance and I am relatively getting better at identifying the non- negotiables.
Why does this help in manifestation better? Because something better cannot come along until the unwanted is stripped off of its power. I cannot aspire to have a better reality when all I am doing is having weak boundaries and not making it strong enough even when I know where the problem lies. What I put my attention to is also what I attract, hence expecting a different result when I am doing the same thing everyday is stupidity.
Were the disassociations necessary? Yes. The sole reason being when you evolve and operate from a higher level of consciousness you also need to understand when it is time to let go and that too unemotionally. This is not for anyone but myself because holding onto things only makes you weaker and not elevate. I can manifest everything if I can reduce the importance of something. Hence, detachment gets easier when you look at everything as a part of life and not your entire reason for existence. These things exist because you do and not the other way round.
